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Well, how can I say? I have tumor
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Hey there! 
(If someone even cares to read this journal at all, lol) It's been so long since even posting journal, talking to anyone here, I really do miss that a lot. 
I hope you're doing all well! 
And I'm still unable to post any digital drawings, I was only able to afford for a new laptop, but not for the drawing equipment unfortunately, so I'm still stuck. Yayy...
(If someone even cares to read this journal at all, lol) It's been so long since even posting journal, talking to anyone here, I really do miss that a lot. I hope you're doing all well! And I'm still unable to post any digital drawings, I was only able to afford for a new laptop, but not for the drawing equipment unfortunately, so I'm still stuck. Yayy... But anyways, as you can see by the title already. Well, I'm diagnosed from a breast tumor and it came out of nowhere (last year in November) and I have to visit doctors a lot...and was being hospitalized. 
I really have to appreciate my sister 
for taking care of everything while I wasn't there.
I really have to appreciate my sister for taking care of everything while I wasn't there. But, omg!! I really hate being on chemotherapy! It makes me feel sick and weak, I'm not even kidding. It's worse than I thought it would be. I don't even have my own hair anymore, I'm now just a bold girl with a...wig. DX I have lost appetite, so I also eat less because of that, 
but at least it made me started to love eating fruits more. XD I'm not allowed to go outside directly being exposed to a sun and I'm also not allowed to go to work also. It looks like I'm in retirement for now. I need to wait and see, if I'm gonna end up taking surgery, or not. Everything depends on doctors decision, but I really hope to recover from tumor and be healthy again, so I have to take it easy on myself.
but at least it made me started to love eating fruits more. XD I'm not allowed to go outside directly being exposed to a sun and I'm also not allowed to go to work also. It looks like I'm in retirement for now. I need to wait and see, if I'm gonna end up taking surgery, or not. Everything depends on doctors decision, but I really hope to recover from tumor and be healthy again, so I have to take it easy on myself. (There's so much to talk about, but I wanted to make it short)
I wanted to let you know the truth what's going about me, with my painful journey. @__@; It's scary! 
I wished I never had to experience this and go through like that, unfortunately it happened. Tumor can be very dangerous, especially if appears in vital organs, or worse keep growing still and tumor is treated same way as cancer. Now you know!
I wished I never had to experience this and go through like that, unfortunately it happened. Tumor can be very dangerous, especially if appears in vital organs, or worse keep growing still and tumor is treated same way as cancer. Now you know!My sister did amazing job with commissions and refunding to some people for now, I will also try best to earn online in a different way without my drawing equipment, more like Youtube banners, or do very simple stuff with my mouse, or something like that I don't know.
I will also try best to earn online in a different way without my drawing equipment, more like Youtube banners, or do very simple stuff with my mouse, or something like that I don't know.I'm really sorry this had to turn that way, I hope you forgive me.
Also I won't be taking drawn commissions anymore, I realized that I'm just way too slow, (almost at anything) it takes me way more time than it should, this only made me feel more frustrated in the end for years. Maybe when I have Twitch I may accept commissions, maybe? XD Only time will tell. Other than that when I get new drawing equipment, I'll be doing my own personal art, youtube videos, project with my sister (you'll meet some new cool characters soon 
), start my own brand and many more. 
But the good news is there will be more likely for a free art, especially for youtube ideas, or give away, or as a gift artwork.
Other than that when I get new drawing equipment, I'll be doing my own personal art, youtube videos, project with my sister (you'll meet some new cool characters soon ), start my own brand and many more. But the good news is there will be more likely for a free art, especially for youtube ideas, or give away, or as a gift artwork. (UPDATE 7.8.2018: I decided I'll still take drawn commissions one more time, but when I find success in life and in business, I won't be taking them anymore)
And I'm going to make my own Discord server group very soon. 
I'm still thinking what name should I give, 
I'll very rarely be on Skype, so better get a Discord then guys. I would really love to hang out with my lovely online friends more soon, once everything is settled, so stay tuned for that. 
I'm still thinking what name should I give, I'll very rarely be on Skype, so better get a Discord then guys. I would really love to hang out with my lovely online friends more soon, once everything is settled, so stay tuned for that. I hope you're all doing great!
Thanks for reading!
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Owing Commissions
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Hello everyone. RozzNXI here again or sister of SweeryChan.
Since my sister is very ill in Hospital and not sure when she's coming back I'm planning to help her out with Commissions that she's owing. You all already know that she's not that fast with drawing and the situation that we're in is just... I hope everything will be fine at the end.
I won't promise to deliver exact same or similar like SweeryChan is doing. But I will try my best to make it so she feel relief with burden that she's caring on.
Please note me on RozzNXI instead here if you have any question about it. Will do for everyone from List to do "For others".
Thank you all for helping my sister grow that far on dA.
Since my sister is very ill in Hospital and not sure when she's coming back I'm planning to help her out with Commissions that she's owing. You all already know that she's not that fast with drawing and the situation that we're in is just... I hope everything will be fine at the end.
I won't promise to deliver exact same or similar like SweeryChan is doing. But I will try my best to make it so she feel relief with burden that she's caring on.
Please note me on RozzNXI instead here if you have any question about it. Will do for everyone from List to do "For others".
Thank you all for helping my sister grow that far on dA.
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I finally got a job! +Update!
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Yep, that's right! After all these months waiting, I finally got a job and today was my first day.
I'm working as a shop assistent and I'm selling natural cosmetics. _heart: For this month I'm working 4 hours for now, because I need to learn and gain practical experience, untill they put me 8 hours. I really hope I can prove enough to gain their trust and I hope I don't loose a job like what happened last year, which was really bad. I hope it doesn't happen again and of course I'll be only working temporarily, only summer season until October. And after that I'm jobless again, rip. 
Sorry once again for late replies, it will still be like that for a while, untill I get out of the situation.
I hope to save my money enouh for Wacom MobileStudio pro, MSI gaming laptop and other equipment I need, especially for my Youtube videos.
The first thing I definitely need to get as soon as possible is Wacom MobileStudio pro, because the current one I have the old bambo pen and touch drawing tablet, is getting in pretty bad condition and I hope, if at least lasts for a longer bit, until I get mobile pro. If my drawing tablet stops working, I'll be unable to draw any digital drawings without that, how am I supposed to finish all works I owe others and for my Youtube videos?
I wasn't sure at first which type of cintiq model I really wanted to get, as long as it has screen where I can directly draw on. After watchings some review videos, I heard that Wacom MobileStudio would be a perfect fit for me. Yes, it's super expensive, but I think it suits the best in my taste. Because I got super tired and fustrated with my current tablet where I have to contantly face on the laptop monitor and unfortunately for me I have never got used to it with these type of drawing tablets. I barely did and took me many years so and still can't stroke the lines nice and smoothly with my shaky hands, no matter how hard I tried, so I'm forced to use line work with a mouse for a line art, which I'm really getting tired of it honestly. That's another reason why I feel unmotivated to draw and plus for being too slow. So I think cintiq would be a better choice for me, I have to try something different, especially since my art has improved overy the years. If I stay with a drawing tablet, I'll be stuck here with no futher improvment artwise. So yea I'm very excited to get my MobileStudi Pro. Thank you for reading!
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Bad news!
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I hate to say this, but my laptop will stop working, because my battery that laptop charges got corrupted now it stopped working, that means that I can't charge anymore. I know you will think it's not a big deal and I can replace with a new charger, but actually it's not problem with the charger, it's that my laptop stopped reacting to a charger. We tried with the different one and it didn't reacted at all, but when my dad used my charger it worked just fine, so in conclusion that means my laptop got corrupted because it's getting old. (Been having laptop for years now)
What will happen to you? I won't be able to do any digital works at all and could not finish works I owe others, so that means I will have to put on hold again. (I'm so sorry you have to keep waiting for so long) I will be super inactive again! The only thing I can do is reply small message on my mobile phone. (This one is bad and slow as well) I knew this is gonna happen and I knew I will lose my laptop one day. That's why I have been trying to save money for a new one, but no! Everything has to go downhill and it's 2017 and now I have to deal with this as well! (Also being in financial crisis) I don't have the money to afford one. Can't get any job at all no matter what I do I always mess up. I don't know how am I gonna draw on my laptop, I can only do traditional works. I will see, if I can beg my dad to borrow his laptop, if he will allow me to. Like I said I will be inactive and see if I can save money for a new laptop. I don't know when will that happen.
My plan for this year was to buy new laptop, buy new drawing tablet and equipment so I can finally make Youtube videos. I want start my own Youtube career, I have always felt passionate doing that and it's always fun to do. And also want to become twitch steamer too, where I will play video games, draw art and stream on my project. With that I will be able to help other people with situation. I bet it would be fun, if only I was able to afford anything and if I wasn't such a slow person.
Well, I guess that's fare well for now.
(No worries I'm not leaving at all, I just need to get a new laptop) I will be there, but only reply on small comments. XD
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MYO Cinnadog slot giveaway (not me)
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They are giving away MYO cinnadog slot. Feel free to join, if you want to.
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Well, how can I say? I have tumor by SweetyChan-X, journal
Well, how can I say? I have tumor
Hey there! (If someone even cares to read this journal at all, lol) It's been so long since even posting journal, talking to anyone here, I really do miss that a lot. I hope you're doing all well! :heart: And I'm still unable to post any digital drawings, I was only able to afford for a new laptop, but not for the drawing equipment unfortunately, so I'm still stuck. Yayy...
But anyways, as you can see by the title already. Well, I'm diagnosed from a breast tumor and it came out of nowhere (last year in November) and I have to visit doctors a lot...and was being hospitalized. I really have to appreciate my sister ~RozzNXI (https://www.deviantart.com/rozznxi) fo
Owing Commissions by SweetyChan-X, journal
Owing Commissions
Hello everyone. RozzNXI (https://www.deviantart.com/rozznxi) here again or sister of SweeryChan.
Since my sister is very ill in Hospital and not sure when she's coming back I'm planning to help her out with Commissions that she's owing. You all already know that she's not that fast with drawing and the situation that we're in is just... I hope everything will be fine at the end.
I won't promise to deliver exact same or similar like SweeryChan is doing. But I will try my best to make it so she feel relief with burden that she's caring on.
Please note me on RozzNXI (https://www.deviantart.com/rozznxi) instead here if you have any question about it. Will do for everyone from List to do "For others
I finally got a job! +Update! by SweetyChan-X, journal
I finally got a job! +Update!
Yep, that's right! After all these months waiting, I finally got a job and today was my first day. :dummy: I'm working as a shop assistent and I'm selling natural cosmetics. _heart: For this month I'm working 4 hours for now, because I need to learn and gain practical experience, untill they put me 8 hours. I really hope I can prove enough to gain their trust and I hope I don't loose a job like what happened last year, which was really bad. I hope it doesn't happen again and of course I'll be only working temporarily, only summer season until October. And after that I'm jobless again, rip. :XD:
Sorry once again for late replies, it will stil
Bad news! by SweetyChan-X, journal
Bad news!
I hate to say this, but my laptop will stop working, because my battery that laptop charges got corrupted now it stopped working, that means that I can't charge anymore. I know you will think it's not a big deal and I can replace with a new charger, but actually it's not problem with the charger, it's that my laptop stopped reacting to a charger. We tried with the different one and it didn't reacted at all, but when my dad used my charger it worked just fine, so in conclusion that means my laptop got corrupted because it's getting old. (Been having laptop for years now)
What will happen to you? I won't be able to do any digital works at all